No Regrets, Just Memories

Havnbt posted on this for what seams like years, well 10 months actually, but anyway, Read an interesting thing on a guy called Ashe's livejournal that cleared up a lot of things from about a year ago. It amused me muchly. I hope that certain someone reads this. She knows who she is. Im not mad at her for the record. Amused more than anything. Having said that, 9 months ago i wouldnt have been so amused haha.

FUCK YOU!

So after a four month hiatus im back. The reason for thiatus is because the (now ex) girlfriend didnt like aspects of my, which aparently meant 'our' life being on the internet. Many people have come up to me since the split and said that she stifled me, but didnt want to say when we were together. Funny thing is, they were well and truely right.

So ill be on here more, posting away.

Its all just rubbish and shit and rubbish

MUSCLEBUSTAAAAA

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7s4gbzLU_-E

Wrestled in Redcar this past Saturday against my good bud Cameron Kraze aka Cam. He's a legend, we had a belter of a match too, MUSCLEBUSTAAAAAAA got it done after 16 mins of wrestling, it was awesome.

I heart wrestling.

Wrestling this Friday (24th) then the 31st of March and the 1st and 2nd of April. Cant wait.

Laura goes off to the police academy thing on the 27th though :( Im gonna miss her so so much. Shes not allowed visitors either so im not gonna see her for like 3 weeks :( Boo the police.

Just incase you read this Laura. Love you. Lots.

I nearly lost someone i love last night

thankfully I didnt, and nearly loosing her made me realise just how much she means to me.

she is my world.

Wrestled last night for tha Tag Belts, We won them, wooo! But at a price...

Halfway through the match I took a nasty kick to the head and felt really woozy post match. Got took to the hospital and have been told I have a concussion. Cant wrestle for at least two weeks and The doctor said Im likely to have a headache for at least a week :(

Ive had to cancell the two bookings I had to wrestling this Sat and Sunday :( Im gutted, one was in a fatal four way which would have been awesome. Rubbish injuries

Past few weeks have been hella cool. I shall explain.

11/02/06

Wrestled for Chapman Promotions (AWA) near London. Was a seriously cool trip and I met Tommy Dreamer who's one of my favourite wrestlers of all time, so that was hella cool. Plus I was in the ring with some big UK names which can only be good.

18/02/06

Went up to BCW in Kilmarnock. I didnt get to wrestler but I went with my sort of maybe possibly girlfriend (its a Long story) Laura. we watched the show which was ok untill the main event which I knew would suck, so we MAY have slipped off somewhere. Im saying nothing more ;-).

19/02/06

Took a trip to Orpington in Kent to see PW MOTHER FUCKING G. (Pro Wrestling Guerilla) and it...was......awesome!!! Keven Steen is god, El Generico is Jesus and from watching some of Super Dragons Moves, he is certainly Satan. Was the best wrestling show i've seen live and has inspired me so much. Oh and Stevie Lynn is seriously the best mate I could ever have.

Cant wait till This Friday, 3CW's show in Billingham and its The Vegas Connection Vs Cutting EDGEucation for the tag belts. totally gonna woop some scottish ass and win them belts :-D WOOOO


thats all for now folks :)

Here's a pic of the ink work :-)

Im getting one tomorrow. What of Im not sure, Id like some flaming dice on my upper right arm, but im not too flush right now. I do like the idea of having a familiar tattoo (anyone whos seen the Blade Trilogy will understand) on the back of my neck. Ill let yall know tomorrow

Someone pointed out to me today that I cant go a day without watching something wrestling related they say Im obseessed. And you know what Theyre Wrong, WRONG!.......Totally right. I love wresting so much. Its my passion, my mistress, the reason I missed an Essay deadline today (shhhh). Its weird, I never thought I'd love it as much as I do, but I do.

This all came about from last night. I went out with a guy called Dan, or Ice XVII to the wrestling world. Ive known Dan for ages, since I was 11, but when secondary school finished I lost touch. Then one day went to see a local wrestling show and saw this guy who looked very familiar. Turned out to be Dan who invited me along to their training session and the rest, as they say, is history. I became a wrestler and such, etc etc. Anyways, we were sat in a pub talking wrestling, as we always do, and he told me something interesting. " You see, there's people on out wrestling roster who, even though they wrestle, Arn't wrestlers. They come to the shows, do what they do, and go home. Thats not a wrestlers life. A wrestlers life is more...Wrestle, then hang out with the other wrestlers, chill backstage, have a laugh. It's like a family. Take last show, we did the show then went to Riley's (a local pool hall/club) there was loads of us there, and how much fun was it? LOADS. And not just our shows, when we went to that show in Carlisle, the roadtrip there, the party in the hotel, all of that stuff is awesome."

That got me thinking, just how much I love being part of this wrestling family. I feel so at ease when I'm at a show, When im backstage talking to other wrestlers, when I'm in the ring I feel a feeling like no other I've ever felt, I love the physicallity of it. I love being dropped on my head, I love dropping people on their head. I love the feeling of hearing a crowd go 'OOOOHHHH' after one of your moves. I love it, I love it, I love it. Just to show you how much i love wrestling, on mine and Raechels 1 year anniversary, I had a choice, stay at home with her or wrestle in Holland. I took the Holland trip. i love this buisness that much. I feel like I've 'found my people' in the wrestling world, and I'm loving each and every second of it.

The conversation with Dan made me realise all that. So yeah, I felt the need to tell.

Ok so anyone who reads my Dads journal thelearningment will know I went to visit him this weekend as I hadnt seen him for a while. Anyways you may have noticed a bit about 'Dad Bashing' I'll explain. Sometimes me and him will be walking along and we'll be verbally taunting each other and this will lead into knocking into each other. Now when i do this to Dad, Im not trying to take him off his feet, im not trying to hurt him or anything daft like that. Its just I dunno, a male thing I guess. Anyways In Leeds centre I did this, but didnt realise the floor was wet which caused dad to go arse over tit and land with a thud outside a shop. Now I never actually meant to send him off his feet but, he did. He seamed pained for a few seconds until I asked if he was ok, and began to giggle, at whcih point me and Dad both started to laugh at the situation. So anyone who's sai di was mean or nasty, I wasnt trying to be, it was some fun that went wrong, but its superbly funny now looking back.

Wrestled on 3CW's Free for All show, lasted 3rd longest (bar the final two guys) in the 60 minute free for all (royal rumble match) which was awesome.

Bumped into the ex ex (raechel) who was hammered to fuck. She puked all over me and my mate, we werent pleased. She then blamed us breaking up on her being a constant drunk. Like she hasnt gone a day since the beginning of the new term without drinking 10 drinks each day. That worries me immensely, but thats a diffrent problem for a later post. She then said she still loves me and drinks to make the feelings go away, I took her carried her to a taxi depot and put her in a taxi home. Ive arranged to talk to her sometime next week and let her know how worried I am about her. Just because I dont love her doesnt mean I care anymore, y'know?

Then bumped into the Ex (Helen) on the stairs on the way back to my room, she too had had a few and proceeded to tell me that us breaking up was in no way mutual and that she still really likes me. Ive again arranged to talk to her next week

*Sigh*, one good thing then two giant shits on my day/night. Awesome :-|

Seriously, go check the news, its stuck in the Thames!

Also, im worried because a whale being stuck in the Thames makes the news :-\ how odd.

This is especially for my Dad, thelearningment who described my birth on his journal, I felt the need to put some pictures up of what he was describing. The picture of me and my Dad is my favourite picture ever for the main reason that in it, him then and me now do look extremely similar :)

Righty, well last night was my birthday and We got WASTED, so only read below the cut if you prepared for major drunken antics. Hehe.

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Happy birthday to me, WOO!

Yesterday was THE coolest day. Reasons? Well I shall tell you.

First off Went to flyer for the wrestling show with a Dude Called Marky B, he's cool if a little over chatty sometimes but I can deal, we walked, talked wrestling and stuck flyers through doors, promptly Shitting it whenever the sound of a dog was heard.

Post Flyering met up with Sarah, went back to mine and watched Jimmy Carr which was funny. The best thing about Sarah I've decided is that shes so slim and im, well, chunky, she loves to cuddle into me and its great :) She had to go to work at 5 so I offered to get the bus there with her. 'But then you'd be basically just getting a bus to Stockton, getting off saying buh bye and getting another home' Pretty much I said to which she replied 'Thats stupidly sweet.' :-)

Then came the awesomeness....

As people who read this may know Im a part time Pro Wrestler. I love it, it IS my life. Anyways, training is on a monday in a room with about 5 foot head clearance so no room for doing arial stuff, last year me and a few guys looked into finding some kind of gymnastics thing that would let us practice said arial moves. We found one and last night we went along. If you dont give a monkeys about the Gymnastics then dont click the cut...

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